there are some things that we do that might hurt the ones we love even if we don't intend to. sometimes we do them to release the hell out of us and sometimes by doing them result to things that we want to regret in the end. 

sometimes, life just overwhelms us and that pushes us to be grumpy and antsy to people around us. we know we need to ask for forgiveness but shame overtakes what we need and long to do.

we are but human. we do mistakes more often than not. we are weak. we struggle. we are vulnerable to pain even to those caused by our own selves.

have the strength to go on. He will strengthen you to endure what you are going thru right now. and trust in yourself that out of what you are for Him, you will be able to stand and face whatever that comes along your way because He is with you. you will be able to love and smile and to be happy and laugh and appreciate little things because life is beautiful. believe that He created it to be beautiful though many times we are blinded by some circumstances and we see life as a big crap.

if i could wipe your frustration away, i would.

but it seems like there's only one thing that God wants you to do right now, that is to continue to rely on Him and trust His will for you.

just hang in there, okies?

God bless you.